Monday, August 31, 2009

Our Angel Waits in Heaven

Boy, was this page hard to make! This is my tribute to my granddaughter, Caroline, who I never got to hold. My daughter had a miscarriage last year at 13 weeks. I've included the journaling because it tells the story of what happened. I've been putting off making this page, but decided that I wanted to go ahead and make it. I cried when I finished this page because I had told myself that I really wanted this page to be special, and when I finished, I didn't think it was special enough. I don't know if any page could be special enough though. 8o)

You'll notice the word "Lift" below the picture. When you lift the photo mat up, it has my journaling as follows: I never got to hold Baby Caroline, but that doesn’t mean that I don’t love her. I still remember the Mad Gab game card that Joey made that said, “Corn Knees Pre Egg Gnat.” They were playing the game on my birthday, and called me to come and help because Jordan “wasn’t getting it.” I got it within a few seconds, but I couldn’t figure out how that could be on a Mad Gab card. It looked so real! Needless to say, Joey was disappointed and said, “Well, that didn’t work out like I planned.” Courtney was so sick with this baby, just like she was with Ashlyn. Then on April 1st, at 13 weeks pregnant, she called me to say that she thought something might be wrong. She thought she might be leaking fluid. She called the doctor, who told her to come on in. I met her and Joey at the doctor’s office. When Dr. Greene came into the examination room, she did not realize that this was not a regular checkup. She had the nurse bring in a portable ultrasound machine. She did a quick ultrasound and examined Courtney. She said that she was encouraged, and she saw no signs of a miscarriage. But, she sent us next door for a complete ultrasound. The technician took a few quick pictures and left the room, saying that the doctor would be in shortly. Immediately, Courtney mentioned that she did not hear a heartbeat. I tried to encourage her by saying that they were not looking for a heartbeat. They were looking for fluid, since that was her original concern. A few minutes later, the doctor came in and said there were some problems with the baby. First, the baby’s bladder was extended. He pulled the ultrasound picture back up and showed us the little bubble that was extended up over the baby’s body. (I will never forget seeing those perfect little hands in that picture.) And then he said that they could not find a heartbeat. Courtney immediately started to sob, and so did I. My heart broke for my child! As a Mom, you want to fix everything, and I couldn’t fix it! The doctor went on to explain that it appeared that the baby’s urethra did not develop, which caused the bladder to extend once the baby started to produce urine. That poisoned the baby, and caused it to die. He discussed the possible causes (his theory was that it was genetic), and said that they would need to schedule a D&C. After he left the room, Courtney and Joey held each other and cried. After a couple of minutes, I saw Courtney’s hand raise up, reaching for me. I went to her and held her hand. I then decided to give them a few minutes alone, so I left the room. Two days later, Courtney had a D&C, and the baby was tested to see if the cause could be determined. Courtney had specifically told the doctor that she did not want to know the baby’s sex. Two weeks later, the doctor left Courtney a voicemail saying that the baby was normal, that the problem was not caused by genetics (which was a blessing), and the baby was a girl. Courtney was so upset all over again because knowing that the baby was a girl made her seem so much more real! She called me at work, and I drove to her office and just sat and held her while she cried. A few weeks later, she told me that they had decided to give the baby a name, Caroline. Although we know that we won’t see her until we get to heaven, we know that God is taking good care of her, and she will forever be in our hearts. Thanks for looking, and I apologize for the long post!

Saturday, August 29, 2009

Mixing Up Memories

I had fun making this layout. Ashlyn and I had fun making biscuits (over a year and a half ago), and we made lots of great memories. Thank goodness I take pictures of everything!


Relax Birthday Card

A card made for my brother-in-law's birthday. He turned 49, so the inside of the card said, "Because next year you'll be turning 50!" I do not like this card at all -- not sure why -- maybe it's the colors.


Monday, August 24, 2009

A New eBay Listing

In honor of Isaiah, I decided to try my hand at a baby album for eBay. It really was fun to make. I added some chipboard pages between the acrylic, and it sure is fluffy! If you want to check it out, here is the listing. Wish me luck!

Friday, August 21, 2009

Sweet Birthday

I keep getting further and further behind in my scrapping! This layout is from my oldest daughter's 27th birthday in 2008. And now with Isaiah here, I need to get busy! LOL.

I chose the bright colored papers for this layout to match her cake.


Thursday, August 20, 2009

Under Construction . . .

If you've noticed that my blog header is missing, it's because my neighbor is working on a new header and template for me. I hope it will be up and running in a week or two.

Saturday, August 15, 2009

Welcome Baby Isaiah!

Welcome to the world my new grandson, Isaiah. What a blessing from heaven. He was born on August 14th at 7:24 a.m. He looks just like his big sister did when she was born. I am so excited to get him here finally. And a special blessing was that he was born on my late grandmother's birthday. Now I have a new subject for my scrapbooks! Here are a few pictures of my Sweet Pea!

Sunday, August 9, 2009

Best Wishes

I made this card for a co-worker who recently left to take another job. He gives great hugs, and is sweet enough to pop in here every so often to look at my work. I will miss him lots and wish him the very best!

Monday, August 3, 2009

It's Your Day Purse Card

I made this card for one of my best friends who celebrated her birthday on Friday. It didn't turn out exactly like I hoped because the ribbon won't lay flat against the card due to its shape, but I'll do it differently the next time! The card is from . . . you guessed it -- A Child's Year Cricut cartridge! I made the handle by cutting a zero in half!